I wish I could hate you; It’s funny, I never thought I’d be writing this post yet here I am, hurting, crying, and breaking and it’s entirely my own fault. Against my better judgement, I let you in, I held onto hope, onto faith and onto wishes that I wanted so desperately to come true. [...]
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My Nigga;
I hope you’re at peace, as much at peace as you can be under the circumstances. I hope you’re eating well and taking care of yourself physically. I hope you have the basic necessities — not including the one you’re more than likely substituting with a bottle of lotion and a smutty magazine — and [...]
You Are Not Your Pain
I know how you’re feeling. I know the exhaustion that stretches across your skin and the emptiness returning to your chest after a long year. It has been a long one. You’ve survived so much. I know you want to huddle in bed right now instead of writing this, but I also know you ache [...]
Dear 2023;
“Oftentimes the hardest part of the journey is simply believing you’re worthy of the trip.” I noticed that you haven’t been yourself lately. There’s been a lot on your plate and you’ve been having trouble keeping up. But don’t despair, please stay hopeful. Everything is going to come back. Your peace, your confidence, your joy, [...]
I Feel Lost. .
Today is the nicest day we’ve had all week, yet I feel like crap. Not because it’s nice outside, I just can’t seem to get out of bed anymore. I feel like crap because I feel like there’s no cement to hold the stones of the wall that is my life together. There may have [...]
Who Am I Without This Pain?
Whatever is going on—it's okay. It's okay if you're confused, if you're hurt, if you don't know who you are and what you're doing. It's okay to be lost and it's okay to be hurt. Because when you look back, it's not the moments that you felt lost and unsure that you'll remember. It'll be [...]
I Just Regret That It Took Me So Long To Let You Go
I admit it! I gave you all the power over me, thinking that you would love me just like I loved you. I thought that I was everything that you were looking for and that you would finally settle down in my arms. But I was so wrong. And you know what the worst part was? Deep [...]
She Wouldn’t Have Trust Issues If You Hadn’t Had Lying Issues
Whenever you see your girl lately, all you see is doubt in her eyes. So you think she is obviously exaggerating and overreacting. You don’t know what has gotten into her and why she doesn’t trust a word you say. She obviously has strong trust issues and this has been impacting on your relationship in [...]
An Open Letter to The Girl Who’s Afraid to Let Anyone In
I know you’re scared. You have every reason to be. I know you’ve seen relationships fail. I know you’ve seen heartbreak. I know you’ve experienced your tears absorb into your pillow in the darkness of the night – that no one can dry but you. I know there have been people who have hurt you, [...]
An Open Letter To The Addict
DEAR ADDICT, I know you. I know who you are. I may not know your name. But I KNOW you. I AM you. I’d like to tell you a few things. First, let me say that I know at no point in your life did you choose to be the way you are. I know you [...]
Perfectly Imperfect 