Today, on my daughters 7th birthday, am finally going to admit something that I have never been strong enough to say out loud. I did not wish for a daughter because I never thought I would be good enough for her. Let me explain why. My Mom and I were never very close and I [...]
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An Open Letter To The People Who’s Lost Themselves;
This isn't the end, only the beginning. I’ve been there. You’re feeling confused and in a slump because you have no idea when it happened. Life got busy, you got overwhelmed, and you started to lose yourself in the midst of everything else going on in your world. The moment when you started noticing that [...]
Dear 2023;
“Oftentimes the hardest part of the journey is simply believing you’re worthy of the trip.” I noticed that you haven’t been yourself lately. There’s been a lot on your plate and you’ve been having trouble keeping up. But don’t despair, please stay hopeful. Everything is going to come back. Your peace, your confidence, your joy, [...]
I Feel Lost. .
Today is the nicest day we’ve had all week, yet I feel like crap. Not because it’s nice outside, I just can’t seem to get out of bed anymore. I feel like crap because I feel like there’s no cement to hold the stones of the wall that is my life together. There may have [...]
To Cody; Words Written But Never Said.
I wanted to believe that you were more than your lies. Before falling in love with you I knew that you would be a challenge to love. I had heard all of the horror stories but I wanted to believe that you were something more than the rumors people spread about you. I believed in [...]
An Open Letter About My Sadness Because I Don’t Know Where Else To Put It;
Maybe this is just the no sleep talking or maybe it's the main part of me that hated myself, but I am nothing but a crazy worthless woman. The man I love most in my life and always will just stripped me bare, grinded me into dust and then blew it away. He wants to [...]
Not Sad, Yet Not Happy
Do you understand what I mean when I say it feels like no one ever seems to care about how you are doing? Even when they ask the cliche line “How are you?” You respond with “I’m alright” or “I’m okay” and they don’t respond anymore or just ignore your response and start talking about [...]
I Just Regret That It Took Me So Long To Let You Go
I admit it! I gave you all the power over me, thinking that you would love me just like I loved you. I thought that I was everything that you were looking for and that you would finally settle down in my arms. But I was so wrong. And you know what the worst part was? Deep [...]
She Wouldn’t Have Trust Issues If You Hadn’t Had Lying Issues
Whenever you see your girl lately, all you see is doubt in her eyes. So you think she is obviously exaggerating and overreacting. You don’t know what has gotten into her and why she doesn’t trust a word you say. She obviously has strong trust issues and this has been impacting on your relationship in [...]
An Open Letter To The Addict
DEAR ADDICT, I know you. I know who you are. I may not know your name. But I KNOW you. I AM you. I’d like to tell you a few things. First, let me say that I know at no point in your life did you choose to be the way you are. I know you [...]
Perfectly Imperfect 