Disappointed, But Not Surprised

Cody Kinzie Everybody! Currently Infesting Ronan Montana

Honesty Is The Best Policy

To my broken sense of self Hey. . .  I know you’re not doing okay by any means, but I just wanted to let you know that I love you. I know that I don’t say it nearly enough, if ever, even when I know it’s what you need from me. But I just can’t give [...]

Introducing Timothy Parrish;

"I don’t know if I want you, he says. But I do know I don’t want anyone else to have you.It wasn’t good enough, I knew that. Honestly I did. In my mind, it was crystal clear. My heart, however, was having a serious case of selective hearing. All it heard was I don’t want anyone else to have you. And [...]

From Lost To Found;

"You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean in a drop." - Rumi. Have you ever felt like you're slowly losing yourself in the chaos of life? That your true self is slipping away as you try to meet the demands of society? It's easy to lose yourself in the [...]

To My Daughter On Her Birthday.

Today, on my daughters 7th birthday, am finally going to admit something that I have never been strong enough to say out loud. I did not wish for a daughter because I never thought I would be good enough for her. Let me explain why. My Mom and I were never very close and I [...]

It’s Time For Us To Grow Up

Because we all know people who need to grow up! Dear Missoula MT; This might come as a shock to you, so brace yourself: there will be times when you don't get what you want in life. I know, the concept might be a little hard to grasp. But it's the truth. And the older [...]

I Feel Lost. .

Today is the nicest day we’ve had all week, yet I feel like crap. Not because it’s nice outside, I just can’t seem to get out of bed anymore. I feel like crap because I feel like there’s no cement to hold the stones of the wall that is my life together. There may have [...]