I wish I could hate you; It’s funny, I never thought I’d be writing this post yet here I am, hurting, crying, and breaking and it’s entirely my own fault. Against my better judgement, I let you in, I held onto hope, onto faith and onto wishes that I wanted so desperately to come true. [...]
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My Nigga;
I hope you’re at peace, as much at peace as you can be under the circumstances. I hope you’re eating well and taking care of yourself physically. I hope you have the basic necessities — not including the one you’re more than likely substituting with a bottle of lotion and a smutty magazine — and [...]
You Are Not Your Pain
I know how you’re feeling. I know the exhaustion that stretches across your skin and the emptiness returning to your chest after a long year. It has been a long one. You’ve survived so much. I know you want to huddle in bed right now instead of writing this, but I also know you ache [...]
An Open Letter To The People Who’s Lost Themselves;
This isn't the end, only the beginning. I’ve been there. You’re feeling confused and in a slump because you have no idea when it happened. Life got busy, you got overwhelmed, and you started to lose yourself in the midst of everything else going on in your world. The moment when you started noticing that [...]
It’s Time For Us To Grow Up
Because we all know people who need to grow up! Dear Missoula MT; This might come as a shock to you, so brace yourself: there will be times when you don't get what you want in life. I know, the concept might be a little hard to grasp. But it's the truth. And the older [...]
Dear 2023;
“Oftentimes the hardest part of the journey is simply believing you’re worthy of the trip.” I noticed that you haven’t been yourself lately. There’s been a lot on your plate and you’ve been having trouble keeping up. But don’t despair, please stay hopeful. Everything is going to come back. Your peace, your confidence, your joy, [...]
I Feel Lost. .
Today is the nicest day we’ve had all week, yet I feel like crap. Not because it’s nice outside, I just can’t seem to get out of bed anymore. I feel like crap because I feel like there’s no cement to hold the stones of the wall that is my life together. There may have [...]
To Cody; Words Written But Never Said.
I wanted to believe that you were more than your lies. Before falling in love with you I knew that you would be a challenge to love. I had heard all of the horror stories but I wanted to believe that you were something more than the rumors people spread about you. I believed in [...]
Who Am I Without This Pain?
Whatever is going on—it's okay. It's okay if you're confused, if you're hurt, if you don't know who you are and what you're doing. It's okay to be lost and it's okay to be hurt. Because when you look back, it's not the moments that you felt lost and unsure that you'll remember. It'll be [...]
Not Sad, Yet Not Happy
Do you understand what I mean when I say it feels like no one ever seems to care about how you are doing? Even when they ask the cliche line “How are you?” You respond with “I’m alright” or “I’m okay” and they don’t respond anymore or just ignore your response and start talking about [...]
Perfectly Imperfect 