You lose her when you stop paying attention to her. To her feelings. To the changes in her behavior. To the sadness in her eyes. To the things she’s been subtly asking you to do but you’ve been oblivious to them all. You lose her when you give her the feeling that her presence in [...]
I Think. I Am. I Don’t. I Hate. I Feel. I Know. I Still.
i think what hurts the most is that who i have become to create what i have to support others (and myself) as i have has made me a person that doesn’t elicit the response i think i want from people (men mostly) you see i am not flowy and feminine i am not soft [...]
I’ve been trying
i have been trying to forget you since i met you but no matter how hard i try to erase you you get stronger as if me trying to rub you out has you take root deeper in me sometimes when i look into your eyes i wonder if i crave destruction because i can [...]
Fear
Fear visits me frequently i used to wish for a life without fear but i now know wishing not to feel something tends to be wish wasting and i'm mostly definitely pretty sure that the desires i have the wants i am wanting will require me to face fear again and then again the fears [...]
Finally I’m Proud
I have more than once given my heart to men who didn’t want it i have more than once felt the sting of rejection as my desperation met cold and still i wouldn’t change the ensuing horrors i lived from hurling my heart at doors closed because i am proud of who i became through [...]
Forever People?
Your forever person is someone who makes you feel comfortable. Someone who can hug the sadness out of you. Someone who can squeeze your hand and make you feel like everything is okay again. When you’re with your forever person, you should feel like you are completely safe. Secure. Protected. You should feel like nothing bad [...]
Wyatt Exposed
Let me tell you a story about a boy from the boedunk town of Ronan, Mt. You may know of him as many know all in these small type towns, he goes by the name of Wyatt Phillips. Now this boy comes across as quite the gentleman and most people aren't going to bat their [...]
And Then?
And then sometimes we fall in love with our kryptonite. And the world gets excruciatingly brighter as illusions melt before our eyes causing us to question most everything in the way we refused to before, Humbly. And let me be clear. This isn't a poem about gratitude, this will not be a story of how [...]
Be With Someone Who Feels Like Home.
Be with someone who makes you excited about life. Someone you want to tell your dreams to, no matter how unrealistic they may be. Be with someone who believes in you with wide eyes and takes your hand as you tell them these crazy ideas. Be with someone who wants to stand beside you as [...]
How Do You Know It’s Time To Give Up On That Guy.
It’s very admirable to put yourself out there in the dating world, to forgive people who’ve wronged you, and to try and make things work with that stubborn guy you just can’t seem to get over. But when all is said and done and the landscape isn’t changing, sometimes moving on is the only thing [...]
Perfectly Imperfect 