Perfectly Imperfect

I am writing this for the guy that I unintentionally fell head over heels for. Those good morning texts and compliments throughout the day got me hooked. I didn't plan on having any feelings for you. I thought you were just another person who was going to be there to help me through a hard [...]

She danced through the fire of her life, because not even hell could stop her. That was the thing about her, she kept on surviving. With bullet holes in her lungs, and knife marks etched into her back. She never let anything get in her way, resilient, a fighter, not by choice; but a warrior [...]

Grades are getting low, teens are getting high. That 12 year old is pregnant and her parents wonder why. A 1st grader is swearing, a 3rd graders been raped. Just take a look around you, isn't the system great? Who isn't faded these days, teens are sending nudes, kids are being beaten, the teachers sees [...]

Hey You, It’s me again. Last year quickly came to an end, and I don’t know if you achieved your goals or not? I have no idea of what might have happened to you along the ride, is your heart okay? Is your life stable? Is your mind at ease? I cannot know how you’re [...]

Everyone assumes that if you have suicidal thoughts that means you want to die. Suicidal thoughts are thought of in such black and white terms. Either you have suicidal thoughts and you want to die, or you don't have suicidal thoughts and you want to live. What most people don't understand is there are some [...]

You lose her when you stop paying attention to her. To her feelings. To the changes in her behavior. To the sadness in her eyes. To the things she’s been subtly asking you to do but you’ve been oblivious to them all. You lose her when you give her the feeling that her presence in [...]

i think what hurts the most is that who i have become to create what i have to support others (and myself) as i have has made me a person that doesn’t elicit the response i think i want from people (men mostly) you see i am not flowy and feminine i am not soft [...]

i have been trying to forget you since i met you but no matter how hard i try to erase you you get stronger as if me trying to rub you out has you take root deeper in me sometimes when i look into your eyes i wonder if i crave destruction because i can [...]

Fear visits me frequently i used to wish for a life without fear but i now know wishing not to feel something tends to be wish wasting and i'm mostly definitely pretty sure that the desires i have the wants i am wanting will require me to face fear again and then again the fears [...]

I have more than once given my heart to men who didn’t want it i have more than once felt the sting of rejection as my desperation met cold and still i wouldn’t change the ensuing horrors i lived from hurling my heart at doors closed because i am proud of who i became through [...]