I am disappointed by how often we choose cruelty I understand hurt I know pain I have experienced suffering And from there I admit I have attacked I have lashed out I have even considered sabotage But take it from me someone who has been on the warpath It never ever actually gets you what [...]
To Every Girl Who Is Hurting And Healing At The Same Time
Lately, it’s like you yourself can’t define the state of your heart and soul. You are going through a real roller coaster of emotions and you can’t seem to control the way you feel, as much as you try to. There are days when you think you are completely over everything that’s been bothering you, [...]
I don’t love like you.
I am like honey stolen and sticky thick and sweet I can drown the essence of most anything in my longing for belonging and I know you you will think you want more because I carry sunlight but like anything sugary too much is exactly that too much and you will run and all the [...]
Love Isn’t Excuses.
Love Doesn't Come With Excuses. If Someone Wants To Be With You They're Not Going To Create Excuses About Why They Can't. If Someone Wants To Be With You, THEY WILL BE WITH YOU It’s That Simple. Why Are You Sweating Someone Who's BARLEY Worried About You? Why Are You Losing Your Mind Over Somebody [...]
Words Of Wisdom From Him.
Maybe we'll meet again, when we are both slightly older and our minds less hectic. When I'll b ight for you and you'll be right for me. But for right now, I'm chaos to you thoughts and you're poison to my heart. Once he asked me if I was okay and I said, "I'm fine [...]
What I Think About. .
I think about dying, but I don't want to die, not even close. In fact, my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped, bored, and claustrophobic. There's so much to se and so much to do that I still find myself doing nothing at all. I'm [...]
Wanna Kill Yourself? Imagine This;
You’re sitting at your desk, and you know it’s time to go. You’ve said that to yourself over a million times, but this time you know, for sure, is real. You’re tired… you’re just so very tired. You go to get the rope, or the knife, or the gun or whatever you choose to use [...]
What Defines Depression?
Depression isn't always sadness. It's also feeling numb at 3am but smiling and laughing with friends at 3pm. It's also not being able to get out of bed, even though you were fine the day before. It's also not eating because you aren't hungry or can't be bothered, but also over eating because you're bored [...]
To My Children:
When my children remember their childhood, I want only for them to remember that their mother gave it her all. She worried to much, she failed at times, and she didn't always get it right. But she tried her hardest to teach them about kindness, love, compassion, and honesty. Even if she had to learn [...]
I Dream Of Happiness
I never believed people when they say how much it hurts, to have your heart broken. Until it was me, sitting in on my bathroom floor, with makeup running down my face, grasping for air. So don't you dare tell me, that you have never kill anyone, because that night? You killed me. Truly, I [...]
Perfectly Imperfect 