Maybe we'll meet again, when we are both slightly older and our minds less hectic. When I'll b ight for you and you'll be right for me. But for right now, I'm chaos to you thoughts and you're poison to my heart. Once he asked me if I was okay and I said, "I'm fine [...]
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What I Think About. .
I think about dying, but I don't want to die, not even close. In fact, my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped, bored, and claustrophobic. There's so much to se and so much to do that I still find myself doing nothing at all. I'm [...]
Wanna Kill Yourself? Imagine This;
You’re sitting at your desk, and you know it’s time to go. You’ve said that to yourself over a million times, but this time you know, for sure, is real. You’re tired… you’re just so very tired. You go to get the rope, or the knife, or the gun or whatever you choose to use [...]
What Defines Depression?
Depression isn't always sadness. It's also feeling numb at 3am but smiling and laughing with friends at 3pm. It's also not being able to get out of bed, even though you were fine the day before. It's also not eating because you aren't hungry or can't be bothered, but also over eating because you're bored [...]
To My Children:
When my children remember their childhood, I want only for them to remember that their mother gave it her all. She worried to much, she failed at times, and she didn't always get it right. But she tried her hardest to teach them about kindness, love, compassion, and honesty. Even if she had to learn [...]
I Dream Of Happiness
I never believed people when they say how much it hurts, to have your heart broken. Until it was me, sitting in on my bathroom floor, with makeup running down my face, grasping for air. So don't you dare tell me, that you have never kill anyone, because that night? You killed me. Truly, I [...]
Self-Love
Kid, you've got to love yourself first. You got to wake up at four in the morning and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of the dawn while brewing black coffee. You've got to come home after a bad day and burn your skin from a shower and then wash all your sheets [...]
Change?
Then you'll meet someone, and it's all good and seems real and different. You have deep conversations with them and learn about their life and their past. You talk every hour of the day and you crave to see them, it gets to a point where you start to plan out a future with them. [...]
She Says. . .
She says she's fine, but she's going insane. She says she feels good, but she's in a lot of pain. She says it's nothing, but it's actually a lot. She says she's okay, but she's really not. She needs time, just like we all do. Time to be okay, with being okay; because sometimes feeling [...]
Let Him Go.
Let him go baby girl. Let him go and move the hell on. You need to make room in your heart for someone who has the capacity to love you just as much as you love them. Cuz you didn't break up, he broke everything and left. He broke the trust, broke your bond, and [...]
Perfectly Imperfect 