Slowly but surely, I will loosen my grip on the idea of us, of we. I will drop all the notions of a future, those shards of hope that you and I would ever become something real. I will watch those promises of a tomorrow flutter away in the breeze of yesterday, piece by piece, [...]
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To The Ones Lost;
RIP. Friend. Son. Daughter. Classmate. You didn't deserve to die. Most of the time, I can deal with your death, I can hold back tears and accept that you're gone. I force myself to believe the cliche words that get thrown around, about how only the good die young, and how God takes his favorites [...]
Just Put That Shit Down
The day we met, I knew you were the one for me. Youintroduced yourself as methamphetamine. At first I kept you a secret, I loved you to much to share.As our relationship progressed, you taught me not to care. I thought I was sospecial everything was great, the more I gave into you, the more [...]
Beautifully Fragile
How silly of me to try and plant gardens in your chest, and try to get you to love me, when I didn't even love myself. I am truly sorry for giving you the burden of trying to fix a broken human being. However, at the end of the day some people are just shit. [...]
Secondary Characters.
Do not allow him to consume you. If he does not call, go to sleep. If he does not message, put your phone away and have a fantastic day anyways. If he acts distant when you are with him, leave and do something you love. if he tried to insinuate you do not need your [...]
Self Hatred
Do you ever all of a sudden get this overwhelming wave of self-hatred? Like suddenly you hate your body, every inch? Your face, your voice, your smile, your laugh, your personality. You just want to disappear because you can't stand to even be yourself. I lied and said I was busy; but not in a [...]
How Could You?
How could you not see that you were all that she wanted? How could you not see her holding on with every fiber of her being to make it work? You turned her strong, willful personality into an issue. You couldn't handle being challenged by her, so you buried the very traits that make her, [...]
This One’s For You Boys.
Listen up boys, here's something for you to think about: Do you love her? Not just because she's smoking hot, not because she gives you everything she has and everything she is. Do you love HER? Do you love her individuality? All the little things that make her who she is. Do you respect her [...]
Funny Thing Called Life.
Love your fucking life. Take pictures of everything. Tell people you love them. Talk to random strangers. Do things you're scared to do. Fuck it, because so many of us die and nobody remembers a thing we did. Take your life, and make it the best story in the world. Don't fucking waste that shit. [...]
Thinking
I lay in bed, for hours, at night thinking about every possible thing I've fucked up in my life. I got hurt, really hurt, and sometimes when that happens something inside me just shuts down. Be straight up with me. I don't give a fuck if you hurt my feelings, just do it. To be [...]
Perfectly Imperfect 